I give up.
I live in despair, my business doesn’t flow so well. Too much spending in the end.. and that’s it! I giving up my stubbornness to believe that I will be success someday. In case I’m not too stupid to realize how stupid I am. The fact don’t work so well with my faith.. My stupid algorithm.. My limited skill.. My oh sh*t!
I just hate for being myself… Gosh.. I need vacation! I need real life which I don’t feel like I’m living anymore.. I just looked like zombie who everyday if I’m not doing my main job in that stupid restaurant.. I will always be sitting in front of computer working on my project which is profitable (a little bit) but not enough to cover my spending on making the money flow..
This is stupid.. I feel like moron who never think before act.. Maybe yeah I’m a moron.. I did a mistake, again.. now I gotta stop.. It’s time to get relax dude.. WTF am I doing?! I need to have some fun..
The fact that I only see a little success.. But not covering the spending is what I need to approach now.. I feel like I don’t have any logic now..
I don’t know if I’m only being so nice with my freelancers which are the writers for my project..
You gotta believe me, I gave them monthly earnings with their job.. While I’m struggling here like crazy.. thinking about will I have some money tomorrow?
I did mistake again.. which if I write it down here.. you won’t even understand it.. It’s about on how clueless I am on this matter..
I need to restructurized my business plan.. or even my life plan..
I need to feel alive again.. and I’m done..