It should be.. But when the times are close.. I kept thinking of it..
Am I going to survive? Dude.. I don’t even have anything I can proud of..
I don’t have a fancy house or a fancy car.. My skills are limited..
But I love her.. and really2 love her so I even think I couldn’t live without her..
It’s like a big gambling inside my head.. Whether I lost the opportunity to have better living or I’m gonna lose her..
Geez.. I can’t even think clearly now..